Here they come again. Those haunting lingering butterflies, just like old friends. I'm throwing up nonsense in an attempt to make you see me. To make you love me. But I know it won't work it never does. Rays of hope slip into my heart but reality crashes them and drownes them like a wave. I wish I could say this time youll stay but I know the truth is hidden in that shelfish lie. I'll scare you away like always. So maybe it's better to leave before I get hurt
The laughter wans and grows quiet as i slide my breath over to you. You ask me to and i follow you. Like a dog upon a leash. Can you not see the shattering heart? When we hug and i pull away. off and on, not because thats who i am but because i am afraid. Youre like gravity i cant escape. A dragging force that keeps me down. When will i be able to let go? or maybe ill just drown...
