I need you. I know i dont say it often enough. The silence sits drooping waiting as our breath hovers and the words fall and die. But it cant wait any longer. I cannot keep the pulsing desire from myself. I know it may be "clingy". That devils word that freezes blood and blushes cheeks, but i cant help it. I need you. again and again the words push up, but im careful. i know you may not want to be my friend, may not even consider me a friend, but im holding desperately onto this fleeting chance at companionship. even if it only lasts a while, there's a reason youre in my life, and a reason im in yours- and i need you.