Singing Words and Winnie the Pooh

I've dug a hole i can't escape, like a bird in a cage im breaking my wings. The weight of the loneliness cries out unheard- a mute in a world of colorful words. My heart keeps breaking as this new reality sinks in. But in truth, it's not new. I've known my whole life how alone i really am, but to see it, to realize is just as powerful as to live it. I'll turn my back again, wish to be blind and ignorant as i once was. Is it truly impossible to erase a vision that burns in the back of your mind